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My gas station queen You mean more to me Than all the money in the sink More than the sparkles Shining on the top of the ferris wheel An anachronism the post-modern clash With the idealistic vision Of a charmingly, flawed past painted in lipstick The role of a girl Not yet a woman With dreams and the men who choose to consume her So reach your hands to me Dressed in red And I will fall carelessly From the very top, Where you pushed me off.

Full of light and promise Hope rises in the body With a doubt in the core Push it out It will falter Prevail Some words will come Causing questions Are you wasting time? Push it out It will falter Prevail Bed for two Feel like thousands Replacing the befores Push it out It will falter Prevail Recycled pet name Practiced Smile Selfishness is striking Push it out He will falter You will prevail

While everyone is out taking liquid to their lungs, fighting for life in death. I will be home, drinking nothing but loneliness. Creating mental scars through the base.

I met my happily ever after on a freight train, After I fell to the ground. And what is it that you don't understand? Are the wires in your head so twisted through each other? There are days I die. And days I come alive. And falling in love this deep has been quite an exercise. We tell ourselves it's worth it. And is it? I don't think I'll ever know. But still we give and try and take. Because that's all we'll ever know.

I thought her lips would bleed blue blood. Carelessly running down her chin. Down the flesh I so adore. And her sweet little tears begin. She's so small and safe against me. Never thought I'd be blessed to see such a sight. A sobbing naked angel is she. I'm telling her it will all be alright. I thought her lips would bleed blue blood. But the liquid flows red I do believe. But she's too perfect to be human. I think the lighting is trying to deceive.

Pretty girl walks in the stall. She's all prettied up like a doll. Even though she looks good now. Gotta keep that figure somehow. Wet tile below her knees. Close your ears, if you please. Pink nail shoved down a pink throat. Deeper than anything she ever wrote. Tears well up in the eyes. And pain shoots down between the thighs. Her teeth have been rotting away. It's okay, you'll be beautiful one day.

Somehow I wound up wearing the one thing I told myself not to. Somehow I wound up saying everything I told myself not to. For my heart was screaming, "Yes!" and my brain was screaming, "No!" But I listened to my heart instead of my head. And I must say now my life is full of misery and dread. Yes, somehow I've come to the conclusion Of an unnessary illusion! About how life is God's little way of screwing us over, And declaration of unfaltering love! How I would kill for something so perfect that it's imperfect and confusion as a namesake for my heart's pining. And this little fact is something I am not denying! Yet I don't have t

LOVE IS A LIE Love is a lie, created by the president Made to exploit our better judgment I used to be in love, but it all fell apart And I left him with a broken heart Are you certain that this feeling is not a government conspiracy? A lie foretold in our hearts, minds, and souls A fantastical truth It's caused me so many tears Because love must be a lie created by the president Made to exploit our better judgment I fell in love once, and he'll never love me But I guess this is the way things have to be A fantastical truth Have you found it? Stop trying to convince me that love is not a lie. Why? Because I know that love is

Lipstick on my lips. Waiting to be kissed away. Yesterday your lips showed black creases. Her lipstick was black that day. Kiss me instead. And all your creases will turn red. Kiss me so I can pretend. For a minute that you loved me too. A second. Just for a moment. Kiss me so I can get over you. Only for a minute. It just won't go away. It shows the symptoms of a disease. A disease called love. Or is it called lust? How should I know, I'm really just a girl on the rise. Desprately pleading with my insides. To set me free from their tormenting rage. Kisses should be the final stage. Kiss me instead. And all your creases w

HELLO MY GOODBYE (YOU WERE SO WONDERFUL) --------------------------------- HELLO Hello. It’s nice to meet you. I saw you across the room. Hello. Has ever anyone told you? You have such a warm presence. Would you like to dance? You were so wonderful. I’m sorry I was late coming home. Please don’t hit me again. I’m sorry. I won’t do it anymore. You were so wonderful. Hello empty hallway. I’m leaving you tonight. The nights upon nights I have spent. Being tortured by him. You empty hallway. You were my only friend. You were so wonderful. He’ll never hurt another. Goodbye. --------------